Tested And Never Found Wanting
Kaka Mahajani's Friend and Master - Bandra Insomnia Case - Bala
Patil Newaskar.
This Chapter also continues the subject of the importance of the
Udi; it also gives two cases in which Baba was tested and not
found wanting. These cases will be taken up first.
Preliminary
In spiritual matters or endeavours, sectarianism is the greatest
bar to our progress. Those, who believe the God is without form,
are heard saying that to believe the God is with the form is an
illusion and that the Saints are only human beings. Then why should
they bend their heads before them and offer Dakshina? Persons
belonging to other sects will also raise objections and say, "Why
should they bow and offer allegiance to other Saints, leaving
their Sadgurus?" Similar objections regarding Sai Baba were
heard before and are heard even now. Some said that when they
went to Shirdi, Baba asked for Dakshina from them. Is it good
that Saints should collect money in this fashion? If they do so,
where is their Sainthood? But there are many instances where men
went to Shirdi to scoff; but remained there to pray. Two such
instances are given below.
Kaka Mahajani's Friend
A friend of Kaka Mahajani was a worshipper of God without form
and was averse to idolatry. Out of curiosity he agreed to go to
Shirdi with Kaka Mahajani on two conditions, viz., (1) that he
would neither bow to Baba, (2) nor pay Him any Dakshina. Kaka
agreed to these conditions and they both left Bombay on a Saturday
night and reached Shirdi the next morning. As soon as they put
their feet on the steps of the Masjid, Baba, looking at the friend
from a little distance, addressed him in sweet words as follows,
"Oh, welcome sir". The tone that uttered these words
was a very peculiar one. It exactly resembled the tone of the
friend's father. It reminded him of his departed father and sent
a thrill of joy through his body. What an enchanting power the
tone had! Being surprised the friend said, "This is no doubt
the voice of my father". Then he at once up and, forgetting
his resolution, placed his head upon Baba's Feet.
Then Baba asked for Dakshina twice, once in the
morning and again at noon at the time of their taking leave; but
He asked it from Kaka only and not from the friend. The latter
whispered to Kaka, "Baba asked for Dakshina from you twice.
I am with you, why does He omit me?" You ask Baba Himself"
was Kaka's reply. Baba asked Kaka what his friend was whispering,
then the friend asked Baba himself whether he should pay any Dakshina.
Baba replied, "You had no mind to pay, so you were not asked;
but if you want to pay now you may." Then the friend paid
Rs.17 as Dakshina, the same amount that Kaka paid. Baba then addressed
him a few words of advice, "You do away, destroy the Teli's
wall (sense of difference) between us, so that we can see and
meet each other face to face". Then Baba allowed them to
depart. Thought the weather was cloudy and threatening, Baba assured
them of their safe journey and both of them reached Bombay safely.
When he reached home and opened the door and windows of his house,
he found two sparrows fallen dead on the ground and one just flying
out through a window. He thought that if he had left the windows
open, two sparrows would have been saved, but thought again, that
they had met their lot and that Baba had sent him back soon just
to save the third sparrow.
Kaka Mahajani's Master
Kaka was the Manager in the firm of Thakkar Dharmasey Jethabhai,
a solicitor of Bombay. Both the Master and the Manager were on
intimate terms. Mr. Thakkar knew that Kaka was often going to
Shirdi, staying there for some days and returning, when Baba permitted
him. Out of curiosity and just to test Baba, Mr. Thakkar decided
to go to Shirdi with Kaka during Shimga holidays. As Kaka's return
was uncertain, he took another man with him as an associate. The
three started together and Kaka bought two seers of raisins (dried
grapes with seed) on the way for presentation to Baba. They reached
Shirdi in due time, and went to the Masjid for darshan. Then Babasaheb
Tarkhad was there, Mr. Thakkar asked him why he came there. "For
darshan", Tarkhad replied. Mr. Thakkar asked if miracles
took place there. Tarkhad replied that it (to see miracles) was
not his attitude, but the earnest intentions of the Bhaktas were
satisfied here. Then Kaka prostrated himself before Baba and offered
the raisins to Him. Baba ordered them to be distributed. Mr. Thakkar
got a few of them. He did not like the raisins and he was advised
by his doctor not to eat them without washing and cleaning them.
So he was in a fix. He did not like to eat them, nor could he
reject them. To keep up formalities, he put them into his mouth,
but did not know what to do with the seeds. He could not spit
them out on the floor of the Masjid, so he pocketed them against
his wish. He then said in his mind that if Baba was a Saint, how
could He be ignorant of his dislike for the raisins and could
He force them on him. When this thought arose in his mind Baba
again gave him some more raisins. He could not eat them, but held
them in his hand. Then Baba asked him to eat them up. He obeyed
and found, to his surprise, that they were all seedless. He wanted
to see miracles and here was one. He knew that Baba read his thought;
and as per his wish converted raisins (with seeds) into seedless
grapes. What a wonderful power! Again to test further he asked
Tarkhad, who was sitting by and who also got some raisins, "What
kind of grapes you got?" He replied "They variety with
seeds." Mr. Thakkar was still more surprised to hear this.
Then to confirm his growing faith Thakkar thought in his mind
that if Baba was a real Saint, the raisins should be now given
to Kaka first. Reading this thought also, Baba ordered that distribution
should be commenced from Kaka. These proofs were sufficient for
Thakkar.
Then Shama introduced Mr. Thakkar as the master
of Kaka, upon which Baba said, "How could he be his master?
He has got a different Master altogether". Kaka appreciated
this reply. Forgetting his resolve, Thakkar saluted Baba and returned
to the Wada.
After the noon-Arati was over, they all went
to the Masjid for taking Baba's leave for their departure. Sharma
spoke for them. Baba then spoke as follows.
"There was a fickle-minded gentleman. He
had health and wealth and was free from both physical and mental
afflictions, but he took on him needless anxieties and burdens
and wandered hither and thither, thus losing his peace of mind.
Sometimes he dropped the burdens and at other times carried them
again. His mind knew no steadiness. Seeing his state, I took pity
on him and said, "Now please keep your faith on any one place
(point) you like, why roam like this? Stick quietly to one place.
Thakkar at once came to know that, that was an
exact description of himself. He wished that Kaka should also
return with him but no one expected that Kaka would be allowed
to leave Shirdi so soon. Baba read also this thought to his and
permitted Kaka to return with his master. Thakkar got one more
proof of Baba's capacity to read another's mind.
Then Baba asked Kaka for Rs. 15/- as Dakshina
and received it. To Kaka He said, "If I take one rupee as
Dakshina from anybody I have to return it tenfold to him. I never
take anything gratis. I never ask any one indiscriminately. I
only ask and take from him whom the Fakir (My Guru) points out.
If any one is indebted formerly to the Fakir money is received
from him. The donor gives, i.e. sows his seeds, only to reap a
rich harvest in future. Wealth should be the means to work out
Dharma. If it is used for personal enjoyment, it is wasted. Unless
you have given it before, you do not get it now. So the best way
to receive is to give. The giving of Dakshina advances Vairagya
(Non-attachment) and thereby Bhakti and Jnana. Give one and receive
tenfold".
On hearing these words Mr. Thakkar himself gave Rs.15/- in Baba's
hand, forgetting his resolve not to do so. He thought he did well
in coming to Shirdi as all his doubts were solved and he learnt
so much.
Baba's skill in handling such cases was unique.
Though He did all those things He was totally non-attached to
them. Whether anybody saluted Him or not, or whether anybody gave
Him Dakshina or not, it was the same to Him. None He disrespected.
He felt no pleasure because He was worshipped and no pain because
He was disregarded. He transcended the pairs of opposites, viz.
pleasure and pain, etc.
Insomnia Case
A Kayastha Prabhu gentleman of Bandra suffered from Insomnia for
long. As soon as he laid himself down for sleep, his departed
father appeared to him in his dream, and abused and scolded him
severely. This broke his sleep and made him restless the whole
night. Every night this went on and the man did not know what
to do. One day he consulted a devotee of Baba in this respect.
He recommended the Udi as the only infallible remedy he knew.
He gave him some Udi and asked him to apply a little of it to
his forehead before going to bed and keep the Udi-packet under
the pillow. He tried this remedy and found, to his great surprise
and joy, that he got sound sleep and that there was no disturbance
of any kind. He continued the remedy and always remembered Sai.
Then he got a picture of Sai Baba which he hung on the wall near
his pillow and started worshipping it daily and on Thursdays,
offering garland, naivedya etc. Then he got on well and forgot
altogether his past trouble.
Balaji Patil Newaskar
This man was a great devotee of Baba. He rendered most excellent
and disinterested service. Every day he swept and kept clean all
the passages and streets in Shirdi through which Baba passed in
His daily routine. This work was, after him, equally well-done
by another female devotee named Rahda-Krishna-Mai, and after her
by Abdoola. When Balaji reaped his corn every year, he brought
the whole quantity and presented it to Baba. He returned with
what Baba gave him and maintained himself and his family with
it. This course was followed by him for many years and after him
by his son.
Power and Efficacy of Udi
Once it happened that at Balaji's death anniversary day, a certain
number of guests were invited and the dinner was prepared for
them. But at the dinner-time it was found that thrice the number
of people invited had turned up. Mrs. Newaskar was in a fix. She
thought that the food would not suffice for the people assembled
and that if it fell short, the honour of the family would be at
stake. Her mother-in-law comforted her by saying, "Don't
be afraid, it is not ours, but Sai's food; cover every vessel
with cloth, putting some Udi in it, and serve from the same without
opening it : Sai will save us from ignominy." She did as
she was advised and it was found to their surprise and joy that
not only did the food suffice for all, but plenty of it remained
after serving. "As one feels intently, so he realizes accordingly"
was proved in this case.
Sai Appearing as Serpent
Once Raghu Patil of Shirdi went to Balaji Patil at Newase. That
evening he found that a serpent entered the cowshed hissing. All
the cattle were afraid and began to move. The immates of the house
were frightened, but Balaji thought that it was Sai Who appreared
in his house as a serpent. Without being afraid in the least he
brought a cup of milk and placing it before the serpent said,
"Baba, why do you miss and make noise? Do you want to frighten
us? Take this cup of milk and drink it with a calm mind".
Saying this, he sat close by unperturbed. The other members were
frightened and did not know what to do. In a short time the serpent
disappeared. Nobody knew where it went. It was not found though
a search was made in the cowshed.
Balaji had two wives and some children. They sometimes went to
Shirdi from Newase for taking Baba's darshana. Then Baba bought
saris and other clothes which were given to them with His blessings.
Bow to Shri Sai - peace be to all